Wednesday, December 30, 2009

I Dreamt Of Dad - Cheng Sock Meng ( 梦爸爸)


集市.
爸爸眯着极之疲累的眼,语无伦次的吐露一些双数字..
坐在他对面的友人说,“你的时间已经不多了..."
他仍然是你最后看到时的瘦弱.
你像抱着小孩般抱他坐在你的膝上,在他耳旁轻声的说,
“爸,别听他们乱说,你累了,我们回家吧!“

我扶着他瘦削的手臂...
画面又是集市
你倚在铁栏扶手间抽泣,手握的是一把枯干的粗枝
侧望着画面泛黄苦涩的景物
姐姐们也在哭泣
仰头前方满挂秋末叶子的惆怅
映在颓废的老墙上
偏旁的一扇窗
窗外是冬天迷茫的天色
右下小角散落
是枯枝在哑唱
意识中闭着眼醒来
闭着眼的眼眶尽是不舍的泪水
尚未落下

很努力的重温破碎的片段
莫非爸爸思念女儿了吗?
过几天是他在世最后的生日庆典

不想再错过以往般梦醒后遗忘的悲哀
爬起来用文字记下这一页....
满脸的泪痕此刻落下
渲染了格纸黑字间
斑斑迹成的思念
爸,你又让女儿深深的思念您了.

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Thank You For Everything...

49 years ago on this day, I came into this world just a day earlier to my Dad's 26th birthday.
Fast forward..
On this day, 21 years ago, I was jolted up from my sleep by my pregnant wife. " The waterbag has just gave way", she exclaimed. And there I was weaving through the early morning traffic barely 20 minutes after being jolted up from my sleep. I managed to get her there in nick of time. After she was been wheelchaired up to the delivery room, I parked my car and rushed up just in time to welcome the arrival of my second and youngest girl.
She arrived as a birthday gift to me. What more could I have ask for? A Gift of Life for my birthday present.. I guess Dad must have felt the same way back then.
Well, my little girl has just turned 21 today. Happy 21st Birthday, Samantha, with Lots and Lots of Love. Dad would have be 76 tomorrow but he left us slightly more than 6 months ago.. As for me, it is just another day like any day of the year despite hitting that 49th milestone. There wont be celebration of any sort. I believe Samantha felt the same from her facial expression this morning.
Nevertheless, I wish to extend my sincere thanks to all my friends and love ones for their special wishes especially to those who touches my heart one way or another.
Thank you.
Wishing All of You A Blessed Christmas and A Happy New Year.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

What A November!

Yeah... I know I have been slagging behind. Only 5 postings for the month of November. Uncle Zorro just gave me a wake-up call last Sunday with a couple of queries from my readers. And here I am... still clueless on how to begin after conveniently laying myself off blogging for quite awhile.
Well, November month did not turn out as uneventful as my blog would have suggested. It all began with Uncle Zorro being called up by CCID for questioning with regard to the defaced PDRM logo posted somewhat more than a year ago. It was some sort of harassment if you ask me. It was borrowed from another blogger who have already been questioned and detained for producing and publishing that defaced PDRM logo. But why now after more than 15 months if it is not intimidation or harassment? The rule of thumb now is that you can fuck around with anyone else but not the cops as they are the real boss of this country. No? Go think about it yourself. Here's the hint: Our leaders are no angels and their balls are not with them.
I cant end this post without mentioning the Scorpion party. The Scorpion party was easily one of the highlights for November. There were a couple more of which one remains special and is best left untold. However, it was the Scorpion party which is partly responsible for the slag of this blog. It was an awesome party with the right mix of friends around. My mind was blown apart and scattered all along the beach of Port Dickson Yatch Club. And it is no easy feat trying to recover from that effect for a soon-to-be 49 year old man. Perhaps, it is time to slow down:p
Another party was thrown to end November with a bang. I finally get to taste Rodi's soto after missing it last Hari Raya Haji for some silly reason. I don't think you can find anything near hers. No MSG and it tasted superb. Count me in for the next Hari Korban do, Rodi...
Don't get me wrong here. All the above may sounds kinda partyish. It is actually a gathering of a group of people of the right spirit with a very different perspective towards life. With people like this around, fun seems natural.
All in all, it wasn't a bad month. That is if you set aside the political happenings and the stagnated economy. Politic has gone to a blatant low where it is not worthwhile taking heed except for the re-emergence of Bala and the attack on BTN. Wonder why everyone else remain so quiet on Bala? Non response means non admittance nor denial, I suppose.
Nonetheless, The Whisperer is back!

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Our Heartfelt Condolence To The Family Of Dato Patrick Wong...


We lost another great man today.
Dato Patrick Wong's life was taken away senselessly when his house was broken into early this morning.
We were blessed with the opportunity to have this friendly, humble and kind man to grace many of our occasions. Dato Patrick Wong was a strong supporter of our cause for he shared the same belief that this country can be a better place for all Malaysians regardless of race with good governance.
Unfortunately, he became a victim of a flawed system.
Our deepest heartfelt condolence to the family.
Rest In Peace
The wake will be held at:
9, Lorong Kemaris 1
Bukit Bandaraya
59100 Kuala Lumpur


Friday, November 6, 2009

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

In Solidarity With Uncle Zorro: Hold Your Head High, Old Man..

I ll be heading to Commercial Crime Department in a short while to lend my support to this grumpy stubborn old man. Nothing much I can do there except to show my face and give him the much needed moral support. You see, me and him have been spending a lot time walking our talk together. In fact, it's a little too much for comfort. Believe me, you wouldn't want to be around him to take his shit. Nonetheless, after all the long travelled journey, it's easy to form some kind of respect towards this old man. All you have to do is read his blog to find out why.
I ll stop here and start my journey there to meet up with fellow brothers and sisters. Meanwhile, you can get a 'live' update on Hawkeye's blog.

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

But, Where Is The Beef, MACC?

A lull after the murder of Teoh Beng Hock, MACC once again goes on full steam in its political agenda to try to topple the Selangor government with numerous arrests.
MP among three people arrested by MACC
A member of parliament (MP), who is also a former Selangor assemblyman, was among three people nabbed by the Malaysian Anti-Corruption Commission (MACC) in Selangor today on suspicion of corruption and cheating.- Bernama
Read More HERE
Ronnie Liu’s aide to be charged today
The Malaysian Anti-Corruption Commission (MACC) is expected to charge Wong Chuan How, an aide to Selangor executive council member Ronnie Liu, at the Shah Alam Sessions Court today.- The Edge
Read More HERE
Do not get me wrong here. I am totally against Corruption of any sort. But, when the persecution is selected and ill-intented, then it beats the purpose of cleaning up corruption.
The above two cases may give us the perception that there are no element of selective persecution involved. But given the track record of our system, perception will remain perception.
I would take all these initial actions with a pinch of salt. Remember the turnaround of the Perak froggies case and how the witness change his testimony?
I would reserve my comment till the final court judgment is delivered.
But lets not forget about all those Khir Toyol cases of corruption. Could these actions taken be just a distraction to divert attention away from TBH's murder and Khir Toyol cases?
So MACC, what happen to your political master cases? Disneyland trip? Balkis? RM24M mansion? Don't tell us that MACC cant come out with any case against him.
RM 2,400 for flags and someone has to lose his life. Some more only a witness.
Looks like MACC can only handle cases that involved small money. Guess their pig's brain can only calculate up to few zeros at the back. Anything more than that would confuse and blind them further.
Damn!

Monday, November 2, 2009

1Malaysia: The Making Of A Police State?

The Frequency of Blatant Police Harassment has evidently increased in recent days raising concern among the citizens as to where our beloved country is heading. The Rowdy and Thuggish behaviour of the police shown in these two videos is totally Unacceptable and Must be Check before further Irreversible Damage is done to this country's image.

Friday, October 30, 2009

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Just A Little Stirring And The Frogs Start To Leap...

It's confirmed! Badrul Hisham, assemblyman for Port Klang, has quit PKR and turned BN-friendly independent, ending months of speculation of Umno's involvement in attempting to overthrow the Selangor state government through frog breeding. Badrul was one of the earlier suspect.
Below are some responses following his resignation:
"I'm elected by the public"- Badrul Hisham
"The state assemblyperson can decide on his own. He may not want to resign," - Najib Tun Razak
"If he comes to BN we will give him the opportunity to serve,"- Khir Toyol
Badrul also said that he was not threatened or coerced into making the decision to quit PKR or to support BN in a press conference, flanked by his wife and Nizam Rosli, a close ally of Mohd Ezam Noor.
Badrul, if you are a man, why dont just admit it like one? Instead of twisting and turning till it makes you look like a damn fool. True that you were elected by the people.. but do you know under which circumstances that the people chose to elect you at that period of time. You mean to tell us that people elected you with the knowledge that you are going to sell them out like this? If your answer to this is positive, then fuck you, Badrul! May your moronic soul rot in Hell!
But let me tell you this, I am least perturbed by this episode. In fact. I most welcome this stupid move of yours.
You see, Datuk Zaid Ibrahim did not take a 6 months sabbatical leave for no apparent reason. And Tok Guru Nik Aziz's call for an PAS EGM was neither meaningless..
Both their actions have indeed sparked off a spring cleaning process within the coalition parties. Many of you may be contrued to believe that Pakatan Rakyat is fast breaking up with the help of MSM spinning.
But I beg to differ here. How can Pakatan Rakyat get weaker with a spring cleaning process in progress? With the riddance of dubious leaders and person in the like of Hassan Ali, Mustafa Ali, Nasharudin Mat Isa, Zulkifli Nordin, Ibrahim Ali and many more, Pakatan Rakyat is set to take the political scene once again on a better platform.
But then, this is just the beginning and it is too early to tell.. Whether the present leader of the parties within the coalition take this cue and push for a drastic clearance is yet remain to be seen.
But be rest assured that the people will be monitoring the situation. If the leaders choose to be complacent for reason of grandeur, then we wish them luck.
Come next GE, We, The People, Shall have Our Say. We would vote for Clean, Capable and Principled representatives regardless of which party they come from. This is how The People should cast their vote. Get these people in to make the difference.
Just my 2 cents take here:p
Leap, Morons, Leap Now!

Perak Fiasco: Home Minister Bodoh! Police Biadap!

These Are State Assemblymen (Lawmakers)

The Police Must Be Crazy!!

Sheesh!!!!!!!

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Royal Circus Of Perak Comes To Town...

Perak Fiasco Continues: Illegitimate State Govt Hiding Behind Police And Judicial Protection Like Faggots...

What the Fuck!!
Perak State Secretariat Under Siege
The police have mounted a high security cordon outside the Perak state secretariat in Ipoh this morning for today's budget sitting.
The assembly sitting has been called by both the Barisan Nasional speaker R Ganesan and Pakatan Rakyat speaker V Sivakumar. The former had replaced the latter under questionable circumstances in the last assembly's chaotic sitting in May.
With Pakatan continuing to dispute the legitimacy of the BN state government, the police are expecting a tense-filled assembly today.
In anticipation of a likely crowd trouble, the police had obtained a court order late yesterday to bar people from gathering within 50 metres of the state secretariat. The order took effect at 1am today and will be in place until 11pm on Friday.
Early this morning the police had placed at least eight trucks, one van, two jeeps, two Federal Reserve Unit trucks and two water cannons just outside the state secretariat.
The first police vehicle arrived at the state building at about 6.20am. Several police personnel have also been placed inside the state secretarial building.
By 7am, police personnel had also started placing barricades and barbed wires to prevent any access to unauthorised people to the secretariat. Some 450 police personnel are on standby at the state secretariat today.
The assembly sitting will start at 10am but the state secretariat gate is expected to be opened at 9am with BN elected representatives being allowed into the assembly 30 minutes later.
It is learnt that Pakatan representatives will only be allowed to enter the assembly at 9.55am. This last-minute entry is seemingly to avoid them from grabbing the speaker's chair.
Follow The Updates HERE

Is this picture consistent with Kerismuddin statement to the police as reported yesterday?

Hisham to police: Use less force in Ipoh tomorrow

The police need not use excessive force to control tomorrow's Perak assembly sitting, said Home Minister Hishammuddin Hussein.

He said the police could resort to force if "it is really, really necessary" .

"I reminded them that it is important to act based on the circumstances and situation," he told reporters in Parliament today.

"I don't want to see excessive force (used) unless it is really, really necessary. I think they have the expertise (to determine the situation) based on their experience before this."

Hishammuddin is confident that the security situation will be normal as the police "are already experts when it comes to preventing unwarranted circumstances".

Ya right, Moron!

The police force 'are already experts (running dogs)' running errands obediently regardless of the law. What law? When the judicial can issue court order indiscrimately without regard to the freedom of movement of the people. Preventive measure? Preventive against what threat, may I ask?

All these hype and farce created is nothing but a smokescreen to protect a bunch of faggots who claimed to be the legitimate government forcefully with the help of the same dogs earlier.

We have enough records and pictures of all responsible for these incidents. When we march into Putrajaya, we clean each and every one of you out from the street so that we, Malaysians can all live in peace and harmony.

This is not a threat, But A Promise!!

Dissolve Perak State Assembly Now!

Monday, October 26, 2009

Get Real, Meg...

Raja Petra Kamaruddin’s close college mate has urged him to come home to answer charges against him and to allow the law to run its course.
Saying that he is concerned for Raja Petra’s wellbeing, Malaysian Anti Corruption Commission advisory committee member Tan Sri Megat Najmuddin Megat Khas said he did not understand why the Malaysia Today editor needed to run away since he always claimed to be a brave and courageous man.
Megat Najmuddin, who said he was like a big brother to Raja Petra during their college days in Malay College Kuala Kangsar also express-ed puzzlement as to who could be financing his friend’s life overseas, especially since he had been declared a bankrupt.
“If he is in Australia or Europe, it is going to be more expensive to stay there,” he said.
Megat Najmuddin added that there was a sinister air about the scenario surrounding Raja Petra’s flight from the country due to the big question mark on who was actually financially supporting him.
He also questioned whether whoever was financing Raja Petra had any vested interest in doing so.
Malaysia Today recently published photos of Raja Petra, who is the editor of the website, and his wife, Marina, enjoying themselves at an undisclosed location.
Megat Najmuddin, who is also the Malaysia Institute of Corporate Governance president and Umno disciplinary board member, said it was not possible that Raja Petra’s stay overseas was self-funded as he could not have made much running the Malaysia Today website.
He speculated that there could be two reasons why whoever was financing Raja Petra did not want him back in Malaysia.
“It is either they don’t want him to spill the beans, or he has nothing.
“Otherwise, there is no purpose of him running away,” he said.
On Raja Petra’s claim that he had to flee the country to avoid being detained under the Internal Security Act (ISA) again, Megat Najmuddin said his fears were misplaced.
“He has been under the ISA before but he came out unscathed and even more a hero.
“News get out so fast now, and if there is injustice the people will make noise.
Public opinion will protect him and ensure that he gets a fair trial,” he added.
Meg, you actually believe in our system after all the proven blatant injustice?
Get Real, Meg! This can't be you! At least not the you for the period that I have known you.
Nonetheless, I am giving you the benefit of doubt here. Perhaps it was the MSM spin that makes you looked foolish here.

Taking The Bold And Right Step Forward...

I had the privilege to stand close to these great men and blogged about them in January.
The recent move made by these great men have brought about much speculation on the health of PR coalition with BN having a field day spinning it out of proportion.
It's no secret that PR was formed on a very loose foundation from the beginning. And it's no secret that nothing has changed for the better for 19 months since the 12th general election. Things only got worse with threats coming from trojan horses within the coalition and the indecisiveness of leaders from the respective party to take action against the rots which is plaguing the parties and the coalition.
Forget about those leaders harping on their ability to settle issues fast and amicably. Those are just talks for ceramah. But in reality on the big screen, the people are getting fed up of the constant sabotages and internal politicking. Many have voiced their concern through blogs and comments while others have given up and take things as they come.
Teething problem, they claimed. 19 months after and thing aren't getting any better but worse. Is this what Ketuanan Rakyat is all about? People's voices continue to be ignored. No excuse is good enough to retain Nordin and the two Ali's. Perhaps three Ali's if we include the Mustafa. It must be done even if one has to lose the whole state by doing so.
When leaders are weak for reasons they knows best, it is time for the bold to take the right step forward.
And that should explains the recent move made by Datuk Zaid Ibrahim and Tok Guru Nik Aziz. These are the leaders with foresight and with people's interest at heart.
The rot has to stop here before it's too late.
I don't know about you but if I were you, I ll place my trust and hope on these 3 great men to bring about the necessary change for and toward a Better Malaysia.